ARGH.

i hate myselfff. ):

1. for messing ushering tday up
2. for being such a lousy birthday girl.

[apologies to grace sam and vanessa]

--

dearest lingquan,

i got the message.

sheryl.

--

that was totally random. bah.
and heck.

shus asked me to usher right
van and alvin asked me to usher left
wayne asked me to usher left and/or right.

who am i to listen to ?!
so it was in a mess.messmess.

den okay, to those three people agn.
THANKS LOADS. i feel so loved.
mhmm. yeah. i feel damn paiseh haha.



and then. to all who wished me happy birthday though you wont read this.
thanks loads too.

): im depressed.


wanted to fall on my knees and pray during praise and worship but i

i didnt [you'll know what to do if you're smart]

i feel so burdenedd. and i miss leading worship.
i dun feel good leading in GMs though. cos i feel so.. small.

and yes grace, HE makes me feel inferior too. ):
one of the reasons why i dun feel good leading in GMs.
and i hate the feeling of inferiority.


im dreading full dress tml.
i hope ms yee wont kill me for the crumpled dress.
i wish i can fit into my stupid gown.

if only i didnt eat so much.



yeah.





i miss leading in cg though.
sometimes i wonder why i do so much.

me?
im just another incohorent girl on the face on the earth. singing's my passion, but i do badly at it.
and it doesnt help that some people stress that point to me too. it redundant, cos i already know it.
trying to live for God alone. still trying.

you'll find out who sheryl really is here.

wait a minute.
you dont even need to know me.

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