felt i gotta let this out somewhere somehow. i doubt anyone would come in here anyway.

laoma got me really thinking about this unworthy life.
i need to refocus, rethink and re organise my piroties. [hu cares abt the spellg?]
im not doing qt.. not praying.. not even focusing in service. mostly just plain staring.

i feel so useless.

im doing so much.. too much. ushering, cellgroup is more than wad i can handle. choir? forget about it. neither leader wants to push me forward. not good enough anyway. okay, just for my own info..

ushering
-bday comm.
monthly commitment.
-alternate week ushering
-gm.

cellgroup.
-bday comm.. ditto to above.

ms
-every sat

morning service +spd + cg
-every sunday.

seems little.. but alot..
why am i doing so much? it really amounts to nth if i dun get my life with God str.

i feel im thinking of 1001 excuses nt to study and do qt. [yea i know, two diff things]
im act, no different from pre believers..

forgive me.

me?
im just another incohorent girl on the face on the earth. singing's my passion, but i do badly at it.
and it doesnt help that some people stress that point to me too. it redundant, cos i already know it.
trying to live for God alone. still trying.

you'll find out who sheryl really is here.

wait a minute.
you dont even need to know me.

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