dear diary,

fear.

it does many things.

these few days... i've this unexplained fear in me..
i dont know why.
maybe it's at the prospect of growing up.
i dun mean growing up is not good... but when it happens fast... it's scary. really scary.
or maybe it's cuz 2005 is approaching.
i dont know... i'm really really confused, diary. really.
sometimes it goes worse. feelings of helplessness washes over me at times.

i'm frightened. i'm afraid. i'm confused.

call me a scaredy cat. but i dont care. i cant really control my feelings.

the worse is the feeling of being helpless... it's terrible. you never did know emotions can torment eh. now you know. what should i do...

sigh.

me?
im just another incohorent girl on the face on the earth. singing's my passion, but i do badly at it.
and it doesnt help that some people stress that point to me too. it redundant, cos i already know it.
trying to live for God alone. still trying.

you'll find out who sheryl really is here.

wait a minute.
you dont even need to know me.

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